Well it has been two years!  And lets just say that I am at the highest weight I have ever been without being Pregnant.  I am absolutely disgusted with myself and unhappy!

I also have had a lot of issues that keep following me around and i need to learn how to let them go and be strong! 

So today I am going to go full steam ahead! I know what works for me and what I need to do! I know it is no ones fault but my own so I have to face the music!

So I am going to continue training my kids for a 5k and my self and my husband! I am also going to try and swim. I have tried before and i just hate putting my face in the water! 

I need to be healthy for me and my family! They need a happy mom! I can't be happy when i am like this! My husband need s happy wife who is happy with herself!
I have a lot of mental baggage to take care of which is a definite factor in my weight loss. I can fall into a mindset of depression pretty quick but because I have kids and have to function on a normal daily schedule i push it away until I am alone.  I have tried therapy and I guess I haven't found the right one yet.
Well no more of this crap! If you have any suggestion on different workouts and or classes! I am open For suggestions!
I love working out and trying new things!
See you next week! Enjoy your weekend!

AROOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW! That is all I can say! Blue Mountain has a little bit of my sweat and soul left on there and I am coming back to get it back!
That was a hard 8 mile Up Hill Hike! I